What do you know about me?

Am I truly happy?

Am I contented with life? This path that I have chosen?

Why do I feel like I have so much bottled up?

Why do I constantly think that my happiness is not from deep down under?

How do I achieve the smile that people get? Are they for real?

Am I cherishing the people around me?

Am I taking things for granted?

Why am I not replying texts?

Am I truly busy or is it just an excuse?

Why am I so negative these days?

But I can pretend no more.

If you think you know me well, think again. Maybe you just dont cos i'm too good in pretending.

YouTube & Me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q3LbiVNNLAQ

Jill: Did you just took that video this morning?

Me: -Looks down at my attire- Ya hahahahaha...

I guess it's really easy to identify those scene(s) that were taken today. Apparently, my friends had their videos ready way before me, well at least not like a few hours before class. It was tedious trying to get a decent video of myself- I had to whisper to the camera, sip on my coffee, take a few glances around before I continue whispering more nonsense because I was extremely self conscious. I seriously thought I looked like a total idiot at that point of time.

Anyway, I was(am) having a blocked nose so there is a slight difference in my voice. I know I sound a little awkward and squeeky, and I have completely no idea how my voice turned out this way but I have tried my best (well, almost there). Aye whatever.. it's already up on YouTube and I can finally get started on my webpage! Now who's good at web designing, I kinda need some help on this one.

Greetings from my lonely planet

It's a Tuesday morning, 11 to be exact and im at Starbucks with nobody but myself and my uh.. notebook. I know right, what a loser but im getting the hang of this.

My next lesson is at 3.45 but im going for the one at 1.45 so that i'll have lesser time to kill! In the meantime, I shall be working on my YouTube video. Hopefully, it will turn out great so that I can post it here for you guys to see.. but I have a bad feeling about this. Okay, im gonna get cracking and i'll see you guys soon :)

I will follow you into the dark

250 photos, 1 video. Stay tuned. xx

Books and brains

1. Aidan and his stolen cookie

2. Koala comfortably tucked between my notebook

3. Adhesive study notes to help me out with uh.. studying

4. Amy Winehouse in the making

5. All ready for Christmas with my reindeer collection

Luke Worrall

I think I'm in love.

Till we meet again

Wassup earthlings, the long weekend is about to end in a couple of hours and im not a wee bit excited for school tomorrow. My summary isnt done, two weeks of journal not done as well, youtube video not uploaded.. uhhh okay so almost everything is not completed. Is it just me or am I the only one like that? I sincerely hope that half of the class are like me- lazy and sassy. Haha.

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Anyway, Weiling, my absolutely crazy friend from Udders left for Dublin last night and she is gonna be studying there for 5 freaking long years. Fortunately, she's coming back this December and we've promised to party together as soon as she's back in town!

This is a farewell cum birthday card for her, and of course J helped me out with this one. I couldnt have done it without her!

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Meet Alex, he is such a cutie isn't he? And he kinda resembles Jack Jack (from the Incredibles) in this photo!

One fine Saturday, I met up with K for Max Brenner's to celebrate her last day at Udders, a day which she (or rather we) have been looking forward to. Rejoice!

Warm crusty apple pie with an outrageously miserable serving of vanilla ice cream.

Max Brenner's signature Chocolate Souffle; the rich dark chocolate sauce was erupting out of the molten cake as soon as it was served, leaving us little time to savour every moment.

Still feeling hungry after desserts, we settled for Carl's Jr's beef chilli cheese fries.

And that pretty summed up my week, I am so ready to get started on my summary so it's till then folks! Goodnight.

All these years

One thing's for sure.. that I'll still love you despite your nasty temper, your overprotectiveness, your vintage mindset, your constant nagging, your deafening screams, your eccentric habits and your absurd expectations of hygiene. Love you mom, forever and ever. xx

Unaccomplished Sunday

Hey all, how was your week? Mine was.. I wouldnt say spectacular but it's not that bad either. School is definitely wearing me out, I get home early to sleep on days when I aint hanging out with my friends. Looking through those intimidating course outlines, my eyes fell upon the dreadful word 'Deadlines' printed in bold. My social life will cease by the end of Week 5, and I am so not looking forward to that.

This morning, I received a text from my friend enquiring about a particular assignment which is due the coming Thursday. As much as I wish I could reply something sensible and helpful to her, 'I have yet to access Blackboard' was all I could say. Lets see.. I woke up at 10 today, had breakfast, checked what was on the television, flipped through the newspaper and when I was done with everything, it was merely 10 minutes past 11. Knowing that I have approximately 2 more hours to ANTM Cycle 14 Episode 1, I headed for my bed. By the way, Gabrielle and Raina are my favorites of the lot!

Oh and pardon me for narrating my entire morning, it is pretty summarized already (if you have noticed). My point is, I thought I could have done something more or better rather than wasting it away. Wait, it's 12 minutes past 8 and I have not accomplish a single task on my list (and still have yet to access Blackboard, kill meeee). Feeling completely unproductive, crappy and cranky now, so I'm just ranting it out here. Sigh, really should stop being a bummer and quit procrastinating. Instead of blogging, I should get started on my assignments. Okay let me just end my entry abruptly and get to work. Till then, adios amigos! xx