Halloween 2011

So Halloween night was spent at various places this year. Well, it was actually my first time celebrating the occasion in a costume! Okay, not exactly a costume but a themed outfit? I would call myself a conservative bunny, because unlike the other bunnies out there, I was decently garmented lol. P was dressed as a terrorist (like seriously?) and the rest were in some of the most amusing costumes; the Pope, Katy Perry, a priest, devil, patient, etc. This time, detox really worked as I became really red upon a few glasses of alcohol but thank god I didn't throw up or anything. So we went from Adrian's place to Goodwood Park Hotel to Neverland, and finally to another of P's friend's place. I was talking to Joshie (P's BFF) most of the time and by the end of the day, we became BFFs lol. Anyhow, it was fairly a good night even though we didn't make it to Zouk or Butter. Hmm now that Halloween is over, I'm looking forward very much to Christmas! Oh dec holidays please come soon, a part of me is dying inside everyday as I drown myself in this shitload of assignments ahhhh. x

Princess

Can't believe I'm announcing it here, but yes it's official that we are together :)

Disappointment is my greatest fear, hence my cell will be switched off momentarily.

The Greatest Irony of Love

Loving the right person at the wrong time or having the wrong person when the time is right; finding out you love someone after that person walks out of your life. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love, but because love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much, and the other was being loved too little. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them we are just for past times. While the one who truly loves us remains either your friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice; let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and movie on when things are not like before. For surely there is someone out there who will love you even move.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. But why is it that the greatest irony of love is letting go when you want to hold on, and holding on when you need to let go? You can never find the right person if you can never let it go of the wrong, but at the same time the moment you feel like letting go, you remember why you held on for so long. Sometimes you have to forget what you want and remember what you deserve.

To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying and to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing at all. To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose your true self. To love is to risk not being loved in return.

How to define love: Fall but do not stumble. Be constant but not too persistent. Share and never be unfair. Understand and try not to demand. Hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom; whom they choose to be and where they choose to go. Loving someone means giving them the freedom to find their way, whether it leads towards you or away from you.

Love can be a painful risk. To love means that risk must be taken, no matter how scary or painful, for only then will you experience the fullness of humanity of what we call love. If you’re not ready to cry, if you’re not ready to take the risk and if you’re not ready to feel the pain, then you’re not ready to fall in love.

Now I'm up at this odd hour, thinking if I've made the right choice, thinking if I was or will ever be ready. Sigh.

Call me a sloth

Wow I realised I havent been blogging at all this month. To be honest, I am quite sick of updating this space. And my assignments are piling up every minute, just because I am becoming the most lazy tard ever. It sickens me how I have turned into such a sloth, sleeping more than ever these days yet it's never enough. BUT I am determined to be extra diligent from today onwards, and for the next two weeks because time isn't exactly on my side. I really have an insane amount to catch up, can't afford to party anymore! With the exception of Halloween, that is.

Anyway, I can't wait to see my princess this saturday, he's been so ill lately yet I am not by his side :( oh well, till we meet on saturday, I'll be waiting by my phone. Miss you silly x.

Celebrate

It's 10 days into October and all I have been doing is filling my belly with loads and loads of liquor, and of course having a good time with these girls. Happy birthday to all the October babies out there, you guys know who you are. x