5/11/2012

Feeling horrible. I can't sleep now, and I had enough of stoning on my bed, tossing and turning in hope of tiring myself with simultaneous body movements. I probably should just go for a walk around the estate. Great. And I've school tomorrow which is the 5th time for this week, can I just end my life right now? After all, my existence is often forgotten.

This is a new level of misery. Maybe a bowl of peanut butter crunch will make me feel better, I highly doubt so. But I'll still have some, brb.

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Things are quite different now. But I'm learning to adapt, I just need time.

I still can't sleep though.

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Will a little distance make things better? Hmm okay it's ten minutes to five and I have approximately three more hours before my body decides to go on survival mode, that is without sleep for the rest of the day. Even Chou Chou can't put me to sleep now :'(

5/07/2012

Whining at half past eleven

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Am I becoming an ah lian? P warned me this evening when I sent him a photo of us with cute little stamps all over which I personally thought was ingeniously creative. It's too bad my boyfriend doesn't appreciate this skill of mine.. what a waste of my five minutes.

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My mom is currently going through menopause and she is driving me crazy every single day. I need another getaway, like NOW. Or at the very least, a sleepover at P's :(

5/01/2012

"And there will come a time, you’ll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears. Get over your hill and see what you find there, with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair."

4/30/2012

Bangkok


I've been looking forward to this ever since the start of my holidays, or rather the day our tickets have been booked. Even though it's just a short trip, I'm sure we'll have lots of fun eating and shopping and running away from the sun. Heard from P that it's the hottest period of the year, with temperature hitting 36 degrees in the day.. oh my lord. An umbrella is the first thing we will purchase upon arrival, preferably a huge one, with tiny polka dots/ hearts/ elephant/ anything cute.

Anyway, I'll be going to Prive later to try out their cakes (at half price) with K! Stay tuned for another update tonight! X