5/11/2012

Feeling horrible. I can't sleep now, and I had enough of stoning on my bed, tossing and turning in hope of tiring myself with simultaneous body movements. I probably should just go for a walk around the estate. Great. And I've school tomorrow which is the 5th time for this week, can I just end my life right now? After all, my existence is often forgotten.

This is a new level of misery. Maybe a bowl of peanut butter crunch will make me feel better, I highly doubt so. But I'll still have some, brb.

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Things are quite different now. But I'm learning to adapt, I just need time.

I still can't sleep though.

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Will a little distance make things better? Hmm okay it's ten minutes to five and I have approximately three more hours before my body decides to go on survival mode, that is without sleep for the rest of the day. Even Chou Chou can't put me to sleep now :'(

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