Happy times

Prive with P last evening and we were both dressed in animal prints! Haha, it's quite a cute theme, ain't it? The weather was pretty much a killer, we were perspiring in the heat and finished our meal within a brief 30 minutes. I swear if we stayed any longer we would taste sweat in our food.. yes, it was that bad. Yikes.

Thank god P didn't go ahead with his usual Aglio Olio this time and ordered the Crispy Skin Salmon which was really healthy (yay) and succulent. His soup, Prawn Bisque was commendable too although it tasted rather bitter when cold. I had eggs benedict but sadly, there was no one to take the other portion :( I didn't finish my orders, both eggs benny and malted maltesers milkshake. The latter was extremely sweet, nearly died when the glass was almost half empty...

So, it's Mother's Day today, I just wished my mom, have you?

Oh, and I am glad everything is well now :))))))

Feeling horrible. I can't sleep now, and I had enough of stoning on my bed, tossing and turning in hope of tiring myself with simultaneous body movements. I probably should just go for a walk around the estate. Great. And I've school tomorrow which is the 5th time for this week, can I just end my life right now? After all, my existence is often forgotten.

This is a new level of misery. Maybe a bowl of peanut butter crunch will make me feel better, I highly doubt so. But I'll still have some, brb.

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Things are quite different now. But I'm learning to adapt, I just need time.

I still can't sleep though.

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Will a little distance make things better? Hmm okay it's ten minutes to five and I have approximately three more hours before my body decides to go on survival mode, that is without sleep for the rest of the day. Even Chou Chou can't put me to sleep now :'(

Whining at half past eleven

Am I becoming an ah lian? P warned me this evening when I sent him a photo of us with cute little stamps all over which I personally thought was ingeniously creative. It's too bad my boyfriend doesn't appreciate this skill of mine.. what a waste of my five minutes.

M

My mom is currently going through menopause and she is driving me crazy every single day. I need another getaway, like NOW. Or at the very least, a sleepover at P's :(

"And there will come a time, you’ll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears. Get over your hill and see what you find there, with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair."