10/03/2010

Food porn with an extra message

At home, on a regular weekday



Last Sunday
My 'die-die must have' yoghurt from Coffee Bean..
and Sushi Tei for dinner.




Yesterday
Dinner at Aerin's


I realized that I no longer patronize hawker centers, food courts, fast food outlets (besides Subway, occasionally Carl's Jr) or anything like that. Frankly speaking, I'm not a fan of Asian cuisine. We don't consume rice at home, my mom makes sandwiches for me, pasta at times, chicken chop, grilled salmon.. oh yes and sushi. And speaking of that, I figured that's the only Asian cuisine that I fancy. Wait, is it even Asian, is Japanese cuisine classified under Asian? Aye.. anyway you'll probably get what I mean.

So my Friday and Saturday were the highlights of this week. Finally got to see J after three weeks or probably a month.. How could we even allow ourselves to be away from each other for such a long period of time? Sometimes, no most of the times I wish that she's my classmate so that we can spend more time together. Now that I'm attending school, I can hardly find time for friends, friends that I used to be close to. Or maybe it's just the lost of interest in sustaining friendships. I used to be close to an army of people from primary school to secondary to poly and a couple whom I met elsewhere.. but not now. Maybe I just gave up on trying to keep them in my life or you can say that I don't actually need them anyway. I mean they lead their own lives with friends of their own, I doubt my existence makes a difference to them.

Okay enough of solemn sam, I shall be on my way to download more annoying lectures from Blackboard. Before I leave, here's a quick birthday shout-out to my BFF in advance:

Happy Birthday J! I've known you for another year so that makes us friends for 4 years.. well almost there. Like we always say- people walk in and out of our lives; while many have disconnected from ours, I believe that you are one that will stay to witness my graduation, my first official job, my marriage, the birth of my children, my first ever botox jab (and subsequent ones), my wedding anniversaries.. and when time comes, my hair falling, my skin sagging as face lifts cease to work, memory loss and perhaps vision too, and eventually the day when I depart from this world! And of course, I'll definitely be there to witness all these events happening to you too. Love you till the end of time (even when wrinkles form and R refuses to take a second glance at you), here's to eternal friendship! xx

9/30/2010

What do you know about me?

Am I truly happy?
Am I contented with life? This path that I have chosen?
Why do I feel like I have so much bottled up?
Why do I constantly think that my happiness is not from deep down under?
How do I achieve the smile that people get? Are they for real?
Am I cherishing the people around me?
Am I taking things for granted?
Why am I not replying texts?
Am I truly busy or is it just an excuse?
Why am I so negative these days?
But I can pretend no more.

If you think you know me well, think again. Maybe you just dont cos i'm too good in pretending.

9/28/2010

YouTube & Me


Jill: Did you just took that video this morning?
Me: -Looks down at my attire- Ya hahahahaha...

I guess it's really easy to identify those scene(s) that were taken today. Apparently, my friends had their videos ready way before me, well at least not like a few hours before class. It was tedious trying to get a decent video of myself- I had to whisper to the camera, sip on my coffee, take a few glances around before I continue whispering more nonsense because I was extremely self conscious. I seriously thought I looked like a total idiot at that point of time.

Anyway, I was(am) having a blocked nose so there is a slight difference in my voice. I know I sound a little awkward and squeeky, and I have completely no idea how my voice turned out this way but I have tried my best (well, almost there). Aye whatever.. it's already up on YouTube and I can finally get started on my webpage! Now who's good at web designing, I kinda need some help on this one.

Greetings from my lonely planet


It's a Tuesday morning, 11 to be exact and im at Starbucks with nobody but myself and my uh.. notebook. I know right, what a loser but im getting the hang of this.

My next lesson is at 3.45 but im going for the one at 1.45 so that i'll have lesser time to kill! In the meantime, I shall be working on my YouTube video. Hopefully, it will turn out great so that I can post it here for you guys to see.. but I have a bad feeling about this. Okay, im gonna get cracking and i'll see you guys soon :)

9/20/2010

I will follow you into the dark









250 photos, 1 video. Stay tuned. xx