Life's Like This

It's the eve of christmas and im pondering on life matters once again. No, im neither pessimistic nor depressed, in fact i think im pretty blessed and contented with whatever i have right now. Im just being reflective and looking at my life on a different level. Afterall, life isnt as simple as we think.

Some of us tend to regret about certain decisions we make, about certain things we do or say, and wish that we can just erase or change history.

Often, we would ask ourselves..

What if you could do it all over again?
What if you had a second chance?
What if we had known each other earlier?
What if another decision was made, another path taken?
What if everything did not turn out this way?

In life, there are plenty of 'What Ifs' but it isnt something that we should ponder about. History isnt going to change, for the time machine has yet to be invented. It is high time that we accept the present, wake up to reality and live life the way it is. For life is linear, it is moving forward and never moving back.

The Awkward Silence

Ahoy fellow mateys,

well o' well the long waited holidays have finally arrived, and life just keeps getting better! right, this is a major lie cos im not too fond of myself at the moment. hmmm lets just say ive been recently affected by how some underage mammoth (HAHAHAHA) criticized me for being a social butterfly? an ugly one to be exact, how hurtful. it really sucks to be in singapore, where everybody is so narrow minded, conservative and basically living with this fucking warped mindset. oh and im not refering to anyone in particular for the above statement, just speaking in general terms.

so anyway i was at jiak kim street last night, fun as it is, crowded as always. really glad to have a couple of my classmates around, as well as my awesome babies (: i guess life is still good and thou shall not let petty annoyances pull me down. on a random note, its bout a week to christmas, how excitingggg- i cant wait to get my hands on the roast turkey! okay, im just kidding. yeah and right after christmas is a brand new year with resolutions, followed by CNY and graduation, and then what else? i have doubts on entering the local universities, but pursuing a degree in another country is yet another dreadful and major decision.

damn, i should seriously free myself from all these thoughts right now, else i'll go on with an essay of a thousand words. alright, happy holidays people and then till, xo!

and this is for you, merry christmas!

A Lazy Wednesday

Here's a couple of random thoughts that filled my head when i woke up this morning.


1. Piping hot coffee


2. Muffin of all sorts


3. My soulmate, somewhere out there


4. My itouch, ready for collection


5. Cycling around the estate


5. New Moon, which ive yet to catch


6. School matters


7. Ladies night


8. Gossip Girl


9. And best of all, more beauty sleep.