My Motivation Theory

10 November

Mom's birthday cake from The Patissier, Double Choc Pralines.

Love everything about it, except the trip down to Ann Siang Road for its collection.

12 November

The Marmalade Pantry at Orchard ION. Definitely going back for its sandwiches again. Desserts were.. hmm average, not the best menu/place to recommend.

My motivation for school is low, so low yet I don't really know the cause of it. Every night, I will recite to myself that I must attend the morning class that follows probably like ten times before I can rest my mind. But as soon as I get up the next morning, settle down with coffee and something to eat in front of the television set.. my mind changes a 180 degree and concludes with a decision NOT to attend the morning class. So, it's not that I can't get up for class, well sometimes I am really exhausted I'll just lay motionless in bed, but often my decision comes right after breakfast. Maybe it's my breakfast that is causing me to miss classes every morning? Maybe I should skip breakfast and just proceed to the shower room and get everything done, before I settle down for breakfast or have it on my way to school. Wait, what if I finish breakfast before I get to class and bam, I lose my motivation to walk any further (towards the intended destination) and turn around to head home? Okay, this is getting annoying so maybe I should just skip breakfast (but breakfast is like so important to me and it's my favorite meal!) or treat lunch as breakfast (by heading to a place which offers breakfast all day) or bring my breakfast alongside my soul into class and have it when the tutor is teaching (and probably attempt to chew loudly to annoy her cos she is the worst tutor that anyone can have). Hmm, I think I'll go with the last option (until I figure out something better). xx

That's what I go to school for

(F21 shirt, singlet and skirt, Cheap Monday tote, socks from Takashimaya D. S., Urban Outfitters oxfords)

Dad: "Going out at this time?"

Me: "No la, preparing for school."

Dad: *roll eyes*

So dad caught me parading in this outfit last night, not surprising to both parties. Anyway, first day of school was fine- not exactly boring nor interesting. I was early, like 45 minutes early. And I sat alone, watching students stroll into the classroom with friends, I really wished I had some but.. I think I can survive two hours on my own. And I did (like duh). Seriously, I have been wondering around shopping malls these days; shopping, eating, just hanging around not doing anything, all without the company of anyone. Though I have yet to catch a movie alone, neither do I want to cos it is just tooooo weird. It's sucha chore to initiate a conversation and you know.. socialise or make myself visible, maybe I'll just let others befriend me. Do I look approachable enough? Oh well, we'll just have to see how it goes tomorrow. Wish me luck :)

Busy me

Hello world,

the weekends are here once again, and this boring cycle is gonna repeat till god knows when- prolly the time i graduate! sigh i really dont like how my life is revolving around nothing but school right now. ive been missing out on a lot, but i promise i'll make time as soon as this extra busy period is over alright.

well, this reminds me that november is coming to an end in a couple of days, and im pretty excited about december! kinda looking forward to an eventful christmas this year- imagine roast turkey, gifts exchanging, musiccc, friends, santa, family, dressing up, logcakes, xmas trees, surprises, house parties, alcohol and on top of everything, bundles of joy and laughter! pretty neat eh?

so here i am right now, sipping on hot chocolate and its pouring outside. time check, 20 minutues past noon. WISP is calling out to me, and so is the sushi from the fridge. tough decision, but i think im going for the latter. hehehe.

on a random note, i think kate moss looks gorgeous here.


alright till then people, xo.

First

Hey earthlings,

ive finally created a blog to pen my random thoughts, well maybe a little bout my life and of course the things that get me inspired on a daily basis. sadly, ive been really busy during this period of time with truckloads of assignments and deadlines to meet, but i wont neglect this new found space of mine.

on a random note, i miss my best friends badly- you guys know who you are, i wont be seeing you till thurs ): oh how i dread being alone at home.



oh well im just gonna grab a cup of coffee right now before i start working on those school thrash. till then people, xo.