They say girls think or/and worry too much. Guys, on the other hand, simply don’t care. They don’t give a damn about consequences, about the future.. they live in the present and give little thoughts about their future. Well, at least not as much as we do. So here I am on this topic, because I am pondering again. On a Monday night when everyone has retreated to their own chamber, whereas I am left in the largest room to wonder on my own. I hate to admit this but I kinda miss my brother, his presence around the house. He was around this morning, but whenever his girlfriend is with him, I tend to avoid conversations and any eye contact. I feel annoyed, just because of the stranger whom he never fails to show up with.
It’s hard to accept the fact that he has somebody else in his heart. I have always been the one that could easily get his attention, I have always been the one that he’ll consult regarding his choice of clothes, the one that keeps him company through the lonely nights.. but things have changed. It’s different altogether now. He has found replacement, a better one I supposed.
So I guess I have been a jealous sister for the past year and a half, and it’s time to stop whatever I am feeling right now. Perhaps embrace this change and make the best out of it. This is such a challenge, but I’ll try.. I just wish that he’ll be around more often, and I would appreciate that he leaves his puppy in its kennel because I am not her biggest fan, yet.
In case you don’t know, mom misses you as much as I do. x
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ReplyDeleteI know how you feel; exactly; this was exactly the case for my brother too; and my Mom would just complain to me; day & night; (I sure hope that my bro's girlf doesn't see this)
Talking to him; doesn't change anything; He didn't even bother about the dog; when it is... His; to say.
Huuuugs; We can all hope that he'll come to his senses; soon... Thank goodness that things had worked out for my brother in the end.
I know yours will too.
xx
I guess time will tell.. all I can do is perhaps wait and hope for him to come to his senses, like your brother did.
ReplyDeleteI mean if he's happy with this girl, who am I to stop him from achieving happiness? I'll definitely want my family to be rooting for mine, and I think this applies to him too, and everyone else.
In the meanwhile, I'll just sit back and watch, and attempt the role of a happy (rather than jealous) sister. x
huggggies <333
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