I believe

"But maybe it's not about forgetting.

It's about remembering,

remembering the feeling, the hope, the knowledge that yes,

I can be loved."

And I am hopeful for no reason. But sometimes that is the best reason. x

Nerding away.

Can't believe I'm not partying today, nor any other days this week :(

7 more days to liberation; I will survive.

Baby, let's celebrate.

As we didn't make it to Zouk on Wednesday (I died, G too!), we went to party last Friday! I was so determined not to drink after puking so much (6 episodes!) on Wednesday, but no, that didn't happen because I ended up ordering a graveyard for myself and a flaming lambo for K. And it didn't just stop there, for I caught myself ordering more (sour plum) shots and drinks throughout the night. What an alcoholic, but whatever I'm giving tomorrow night a miss anyway. Nevertheless, the night was good, always good when I have K and L by my side.

By Saturday, I was so exhausted from the week. Couldn't sleep at all when I got home, and just when I began drifting off a little, it was time to get ready for high tea with my parents. Tiffin Room at Raffles Hotel was rather disappointing, the selection of food was limited even though the ambience made up for it. The only item that I had two servings of was the Bread and Butter pudding, yea that's about it.. At night, I met up with my favorite people from Udders! My choice of restaurant, Boomarang Bistro & Bar! We all went there with the sole purpose of tasting Kangaroo loin, no actually, it was just me. But I made them taste it! And it was good, tasted like beef with texture equivalent to turkey/chicken breast. The rest of the dishes that we ordered were equally commendable. Spent the next few hours at The Central's Starbucks, and by that time I was really really tired/sleepy/moody and heading home was all that I could think of. Though I was stoning more than half the time, I still enjoyed the night with their company. And I'm looking forward to dinner this friday with xuanny and whale, and Ian (uhhh)! Not to mention our August party plans, how exciting!

As for today, presentation was a breeze. Thank God for only a handful of people showed up. Lunch was good with B and E, am beginning to grow closer to the both of them and I really like that feeling! Eph, please get Twitter if you're reading this! Haha, that will be the perfect 21st gift from you to me.

Alright, I guess I'm done sharing my past few days with you all. Hopefully, you've had as much fun as I did. x

Wake me up when the sun sets

Today marks the very beginning of a new month, which also means my favorite month has come to an expected end. I can’t possibly describe how quickly July has passed, but it has definitely challenged the swimming speed of mine. Fyi, I swim pretty fast, much faster than the combined speed of three terrapins but sadly not as good as a single dolphin.

So we bid farewell to the weekend once again, and I feel tired. Extremely, with no forms of exaggeration. I slept Sunday away, and the first half of Monday too. This is quite unlike my usual self, hence I concluded that I am or should be suffering from over-exhaustion. Now, how do I recover from this? I’ve had coffee and cake, but they, like my best friends, attempted to help only to no avail. Rehearsal for tomorrow’s presentation is at 8pm tonight on Skype, it was supposed to take place the previous evening but E and I shared the same amount of exhaustion and called it off. Which reminds me I’ve yet to prepare anything, and it would actually kill me to start now. I need more rest. A pathetic entry as such, took me approximately 15 minutes to complete. I paused at every 5 words, backspaced after 10, only to compose a seemingly meaningless post for the day.

Guess I should stop here, I’ll be back when I am well. Wish me luck, cause I really need some. So long for now x.