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Once again, the long awaited lunar new year is here! So how did you guys enjoy gambling and filling your pockets with cold hard cash?! Well O well, this year it really didnt feel like it was a festival at all to me. I dint gamble as much as many others did, so yeah i didnt exactly got richer during this period of time. But whatever, i had my fair share of fun with my cuzzies and mates!

And so, i met up with lau yesterday for a little shopping and lepak session. Really wished we had more time for each other, cos it sucks to only have 24 hours a day with 7 hours spent sleeping, 5 hours (or more) spent at home doing i-dont-know-what and the remaining 12 hours (or less) dedicated to quality time outside. Anyway, its been so long since the both of us had one-to-one sessions and we've already decided that we're gonna find a job together right after my exams and start saving for a trip to aussie! I guess we'll prolly be able to get there by june where alli will be on her extra long break and it will be winter time! Oh my, i can hardly wait to set foot on melbourne- all dressed up in a trench, knee high boots and a beanie! Apart from this, Bangkok and Hong Kong are not to be missed out with my mates and maybe Japan or US with my familia again? Hmmm.

Traveling has always been a great passion of mine, but of course i dont have the financial ability to sustain this expensive interest. Sigh, money indeed makes the world go round ): and sadly, nobody wants to admit to this fact. Money cannot buy love, friendship yada yada what a bunch of bullshit this is. Without money, you become illiterate such that you dont even know the meaning of love and friendship like hello? It's pretty depressing to see the world living behind a facade- fake faces, fake personality, living a meaningless life. When will we ever wake up in reality and live in the real world? Where people show their true colours, where there isnt a need to hide anything, where there aint a such word called 'motive'? Oh well, at least i have a bunch of true friends whom i love dearly!

Okay enough of all these nonsense, i shall try to find some motivation to study hard for my exams. Cant afford to do badly, my future will be at stake! Alrighty till then folks, xoxo!

Woes & Blues.

So many things happened this week and my mind is in a state of mess. I need somebody to save me, will you?

Battlefield

I cant seem to manage my time well, but i guess nobody can? Ive been spending lesser and lesser time with some of my mates and this feeling sucks. I want them to know that they are constantly on my mind, and school is an absolute barrier to dates. Yes, dates with friends, mom and dad, elf, and basically whoever that i am close to- you guys know who you are!

Alli is leaving this friday and i can totally envision the scene where four of us get choked with emotions at the airport. Sigh, parting is such a sorrow. I hate the fact that i havent been meeting her often, and before i know it she's leaving for a good 3 years? Though she'll be back during the holidays, life is gonna be way different without her presence. Im definitely gonna miss those good old times when we count calories together, share about nutritional facts together, dine together, gossip together, shop together, act like retards together, chill together, drink together, and all the other fun stuff that we used to do together. It's gonna be a brand new beginning for alli and i hope she wont make best friends over there in aussie. Haha, call me selfish but i just want to stay on top of her list!

Just when my life is about to get less busy, there goes my bestie of 7 years. But you know we'll be waiting for your return! Damn, this reminds me that Gan will be migrating in 2 years time? Im so not looking forward to that. Alright, school is about to end in the matter of weeks, am i suppose to feel all excited? Hmmm.

Top of the World

Riding on a Rollercoaster

Hey earthings! How's everyone doing? Ive been jam packed with activities these few days, and i finally saw the light at the end of my tunnel today! Just submitted my major project this afternoon (though i wasnt physically there), and now im left with a couple of reflections and mini assignments and tests before im almost done with school! Well, im not exactly looking forward to CNY cos of obvious reasons for poly kids.

Anyway, i cant really recall what ive been up to last week apart from working on projects almost every single day? Oh yes, granny has been hospitalised for the past two weeks and its kinda affecting the whole family. My parents are acting kinda strange these days such that i dont really feel like staying at home anymore. Grandad is going for chemo soon, and i just hope his cancer cells will shrink else this family will prolly fall apart ):

Aye sorrow matters aside, last sat was definitely a blast as the surprise birthday party thrown for ron was a major success. I must say he is one lucky chap, to have my baybeh planning for his 21st while trying to juggle the multiple projects and stress all at the same time! Indeed, the company, food and entertainment were good and the party ended with most of us being dunked into the pool! It was such a hilarious sight!

On a random note, birthdays become less and less of an affair each year as i grow older, and this is simply because ive slowly come to learn more and more about life. To me, birthdays are no longer a form of celebration, but rather like pitstops- markings which highlight each different junction of my life at constant intervals, telling me to stop for a while to rethink. Birthdays become more like yardsticks; yardsticks to measure love, value, maturity, intelligence, wisdom, success, achievements, accomplishments, dreams, and importance of the people around me.

For now, i shall just hold on tight to whatever ive got and hope that my happiness index doesnt fluctuate! Count your blessings my fellow mates and be thankful for everything. Alright, gotta run, till then people! xo.